Crazy how life can change so quickly. May 27th, 2008

Today we spent the day getting settled back in- getting laundry done, planting tomato plants, buying groceries and researching. At this point I wish I had already been to med school and/or atleast had gross anatomy. I don't think that by learning what disease our baby might have will actually save her but I still want to understand what is going on. There is nothing more frustrating than having questions and not having time to ask them and even more so- knowing something is wrong but not knowing what questions to ask.
We did enjoy watching the kids play and enjoy every second with them. We also laid down for a nap and felt the baby move. Everytime I say, "Hey Baby-Baby", she wakes up and starts moving around. I am sure there are range of emotions that will come in the days to come but for now we are learning all we can and enjoying every kick and every roll- every response. Thank you to everyone praying for us......you might not think it makes a difference but there have been a lot of time, so far, that we feel despair and then out of know where a breath of fresh air rushes in. Sometimes it isn't so much what we pray but the fact that we do!